Trick or Treat
Mother with teens and all the woo is me thoughts I encounter - mine and my childrens!Thursday, March 22, 2007
Woe is Me - AND - You Too!
That new benz - looks alright !
Trouble I see is I don't have much trust in computer chips - If you're driving along and the chip goes out - I think - oh shit - fuck - hell - damn- I don't know what to think - I'm sure it has a built in rumble pack tho, eh?
How's retirement treating you? Here I am 55 + and actually think I am ready to start some kind of career ! Go figure - If I knew I was gonna live this long - I think I would have stayed single and partied more - If that's possible ! Are you getting those emails and pix from Sky ? What a fucker - excuse me, but what a fucker - is all I have to say !!!!!!!!!!!!!
My life is I guess what I deserve and I guess just what I've asked for - Who the hell knows - I really don't give it much thought. Light Bulb - Maybe that's WHY? My mother as you know - lives across the street - That's a hell of it's own ! She is 81 - Has lost tons of mental function - Can't hear - (Doesn't want a hearing aid) - I think she can (when she wants) - You end up not talking - because - You have to yell - Which as you know when you raise your voice your heart rate etc goes up and you end up fighting or wanting to hide - Doesn't cook (which is a good thing) - Dosen't even try - Which is actually - What I would do after cooking her life away for 10 kids, eh? It's fun - enough said - I am sure you get the picture and are laughing your head off - DAMN You!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then there is my oldest - Murray - Who is 22 now and has Schizophrenia - I have always been one of those people who doesn't believe in mental illness - BUT - I am here to tell you - This shit is real - He is not as bad as you think when you hear the word: SCHizophrenia - BUT - It's not a great life - When a once outgoing charming beautiful child that your bore becomes the total opposite - It's not fun!!!!!!!!!!!!
Biff had or is still having a bout with pneumonia this past couple of months - Lost weigh - muscle strength - AND - The marriage is already and like all marriages with children - or not - is and always has been on shaky ground - I guess any man who has the nerve to marry the likes of me - deserves just what I am able to dish out - What a bitch I am and . . . always will be, eh?
There is some good news - Heather - now 20 - bought her own new (to her - 2005 - Chevy Caviler(sp) - Paid cash! And the youngest - Kyle now 16 - starting part time at Wendy's today - Isn't doing his homework - SO - I thought a dose of the real world just might kick start his guest for knowledge - I think the money will win out - Don't you?
How is your life? Your Dad - Brad - And - Of course Danny - Jill - and your other brother - His name slips my mind - And yes my mind is slipping - slowly - I think - BUT - My mother has proved - It can and will slip alot more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let's keep in touch - I enjoy the jokes, but I enjoy hearing about you and your woes - or not - more! I miss having you in the city where I could drop in once in awhile!
